Robyn Graham

SAIDgfIGFiAfbgais;ubgao;iusego;sugU;oubsa;oaksjgb;aosrihgsrihgu................................

KAANKYYYY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!<3


naruto boiz!!!!!! -_^

REEEENJIIIII.......*-,*

ICHIGOOOO.....*___*


k, short fangirling burst over....ima go watch air gear.....and fangirl over ikki......

WAIT, omg, many people have seen this, right?! like it went all over the internet


http://dojo.fi/~rancid/loituma__.swf

like omg i was watching the music video for the more faster, more techno version of the song, and THEY SHOWED THAT FOR A MOMENT IN THE BACKROUND. like wow. orihime has become famous. she made it into a music video. like wow. AH-mazing. it didnt look exactly like her, it was edited a bit, but it still looked like her. and it had the same backround. and she was swinging around a leek. woow.

just wanna say im an idiot when it comes to expressing myself. but i have a brilliant mind. you dont even know. im sick and tired and i hate being treated like im a joke. this is all brought on by a stupid little bit of criticism for a fanfic i wrote, i wanted the criticism. because i wanted to get a bit better. but seeing how much needed to be improved, and how much more expressive...and smart that person was made me realize how much ive been laughed at when i try to make an opinion. by my own family and friends, and complete strangers. how people looked down at me when how often i didnt know how to do something, and how often i had to be told. How, when i was little everyone praised me for being able to get my work done fast and i knew bigger words than most people. but now im noticing my peers moving ahead of me, and im being left behind. How when i watch a TV show and see someone talkin to a littler kid than me and they say something like, "okay, you know what i mean of course. they say yes. but i dont know. im out with my friends and i meet someone new, i say something, and my friggin best friend is like: "AHA sorry about robyn shes a little slow...." my own mother looks down on me sometimes. im below the standard of society, and when your below someone, there opt to look down on you. most of my problem is i can figure things out quick. i need more time. basicly, im slow. and i dont even know many of the words used on this mood thing, so i cant properly express what im feeling.well im sick and tired of being looked down on. so why the hell am i whining on an internet journal....? i gotta self improve myself. im gonna become intelligent, actually DO my homework, learn to think quick, learn to express myself. tho im still gonna be loud and outspoken, and friendly.but im going to self-improve myself until im higher than the standards of society. although that wont mean im better than anybody. we are all immensly smart. some people are smart in expressing themselves, some are smart in their deep thoughts, like me. but if you are only the latter your looked down upon. i wont be anymore. ill get respect. you'll see. nobodys gonna turn away from me laughing or get tired of my idiocy anymore. just you see. but most of you wont be able to see, since your strangers on the internet...