Robyn Graham

Fri, 06 Apr 2007 23:08:11 GMT

..................What do you do when the people you care about ignore you?

NEW FAVE CHARACTER!!!

Sat, 24 Mar 2007 22:30:02 GMT

OMGOMGOMGOMGOMG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I LOVE SUIGETSU! 8D!!! I LOOOOOOOOVE HIM!!!!!!!!!!!!111111

..........k. thats done.

chapter 347 was one of the best naruto chapters ive seen in a while =3 nekked suigetsu *-* ....yuri(-_-ugh) and....YAOI?!8D i think im becoming a masashi kishimoto fangirl =3 hes so cool, and he loves ALL his fans ^_^ and suigetsu is definitly in my fave characters list now ! :o! he better not be a realy evil guy....i mean sasuke looks like hes becoming good again....AND HE BETTER NOT BE KILLED!!!!!!! DX id die. =( i luv his clothes X3 haha i noticed the suigetsu fandom is alreafy rather big ^^, .............suuuuiiiiiiiiiigetsu. yay. ^_^

BoOrEd...

Fri, 16 Mar 2007 04:04:22 GMT

SAIDgfIGFiAfbgais;ubgao;iusego;sugU;oubsa;oaksjgb;aosrihgsrihgu................................

KAANKYYYY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!<3

naruto boiz!!!!!! -_^

REEEENJIIIII.......*-,*

ICHIGOOOO.....*___*

k, short fangirling burst over....ima go watch air gear.....and fangirl over ikki......

WAIT, omg, many people have seen this, right?! like it went all over the internet

http://dojo.fi/~rancid/loituma__.swf

like omg i was watching the music video for the more faster, more techno version of the song, and THEY SHOWED THAT FOR A MOMENT IN THE BACKROUND. like wow. orihime has become famous. she made it into a music video. like wow. AH-mazing. it didnt look exactly like her, it was edited a bit, but it still looked like her. and it had the same backround. and she was swinging around a leek. woow.

Thats it.

Thu, 15 Mar 2007 09:37:35 GMT

just wanna say im an idiot when it comes to expressing myself. but i have a brilliant mind. you dont even know. im sick and tired and i hate being treated like im a joke. this is all brought on by a stupid little bit of criticism for a fanfic i wrote, i wanted the criticism. because i wanted to get a bit better. but seeing how much needed to be improved, and how much more expressive...and smart that person was made me realize how much ive been laughed at when i try to make an opinion. by my own family and friends, and complete strangers. how people looked down at me when how often i didnt know how to do something, and how often i had to be told. How, when i was little everyone praised me for being able to get my work done fast and i knew bigger words than most people. but now im noticing my peers moving ahead of me, and im being left behind. How when i watch a TV show and see someone talkin to a littler kid than me and they say something like, "okay, you know what i mean of course. they say yes. but i dont know. im out with my friends and i meet someone new, i say something, and my friggin best friend is like: "AHA sorry about robyn shes a little slow...." my own mother looks down on me sometimes. im below the standard of society, and when your below someone, there opt to look down on you. most of my problem is i can figure things out quick. i need more time. basicly, im slow. and i dont even know many of the words used on this mood thing, so i cant properly express what im feeling.well im sick and tired of being looked down on. so why the hell am i whining on an internet journal....? i gotta self improve myself. im gonna become intelligent, actually DO my homework, learn to think quick, learn to express myself. tho im still gonna be loud and outspoken, and friendly.but im going to self-improve myself until im higher than the standards of society. although that wont mean im better than anybody. we are all immensly smart. some people are smart in expressing themselves, some are smart in their deep thoughts, like me. but if you are only the latter your looked down upon. i wont be anymore. ill get respect. you'll see. nobodys gonna turn away from me laughing or get tired of my idiocy anymore. just you see. but most of you wont be able to see, since your strangers on the internet...

GRRR!

Thu, 15 Mar 2007 05:38:12 GMT

that last post was ment to go to the ichiruki communtity, okay?! GRR! im such a noob....*goes to post it at the ichiruki community*

Thu, 15 Mar 2007 05:32:59 GMT

Title: The end
Fandom: Bleach, duh
Pairing: Ichiruki, duuuuuuuh
Rating: uhmm, T for swearing once? or twice?
Disclaimer: i dont own the characters.... T-T

*spoilah warning*

first, an introduction speech!!!!!

...yay.

hmmmm, hey all, hope to make lotsa friends, yadayadayada.........TO THE STORY SUMMARY!

Summary: So, basicly what i think the ending of bleach will somewhat be like, it will have around 2 more parts. i dont know if it'll be very good, i think it is, so leave concrit! ^^; im only 13 but all my teachers say im amazing at storywritng for my age, so i dunno......heh, sorry, ill be leaving out all action parts. action booores me. -_- but other than that i think it will have a rather nice sad ending. uh...0.o yesh. Enjoy~!

Prologue

Ichigo and the rest have come back from Heuco Mundo empty handed, and badly injured. They failed in their attempt to get Orihime back, and were informed that Aizen has found a way to transfer Orihime’s healing powers from her to him. And they know it will take a period of two weeks, after which he will kill the then useless Orihime. When coming back the troop rest at Urahara’s shop to heal their wounds and try to think of a plan of action, but they see no way. So after one and a half weeks, Ichigo decides he must go himself one late night. He heads for a secret portal to Heuco Mundo they opened permanently in the park. And so begins the end….

Part 1

It was late. Dark reigned over Urahara’s shop. Darker thoughts were easy to creep up in one’s mind in the near silence, all of which you could hear was the light rain thrumming the roof and pouring down the windows.

Rukia tossed in her fevered sleep. She and the rest all had the frightening knowledge that orihime was going to be put to death by the hands of Aizen soon, and they had no plan.

Next to her a more peacefully sleeping Renji broke through her sleep with a sudden loud snore. Glaring at him, she almost threw her pillow right on his red, tattooed head but then she started feeling thankful after remembering her nightmare. It was something like orihime taking her old place on Soukyoku and not having a hero.

Rubbing her eyes, she got up and was about to slink off to the kitchen for a glass of water, but then noticed something while glancing at her sleeping comrades.

Where was Ichigo?

His blankets were strewn off his mat, with no sign of him. Thinking he had similar intentions as her, she stepped out into the kitchen.

Empty. Light shone dimly in where a street light was outside, shimmering through a window wet with splattering rain.

And there on the table was a small note.

Already Rukia got a pang of fear in her stomach, as she knew Ichigo so well.

Picking the note up and having an idea of what it said, her fears were confirmed.

It read:

“I have to do this. I’ll be back. With Orihime.

-Ichigo.”

“You damn fool,” Rukia whispered.

As quick as she could she tiptoed back in the room, and not caring who was in there, changed out of her pajamas and into one of her dresses.

At the door she slipped on her shoes and not caring about the cold rain, ran out in the street. Luckily she was in her spirit body so she was able to run inhumanly fast towards the park, where she knew Ichigo was bound.

Luckily, Ichigo was taking his time.

On a small road lit up with a street light and rainwater gushing down the sidewalk, she stopped when she saw Ichigo strolling down the middle of the street far in front of her, Zangetsu strapped to his back.

Slowly stepping forward, concern and worry on her face, she called to him. “Ichigo….”

He stopped. He didn’t turn around.

Staring at his back just got her mad. Face of concern changing to anger, she started yelling at him. “You cocky idiot! Do you seriously think you can take on the arrancar by yourself?! Who do you think you are…”

“Stop.” He still hadn’t turned around.

Rukia was taken aback. She expected him to fling himself around, yelling “SHUT UP!”

Why was he being so gentle?

“I…got to do this…” Ichigo said in a low voice.

“That’s it?! You still need a plan, be smart, Ichigo!” Rukia exclaimed.

“I didn’t have plan when I was after you, I just really wanted to save you.”

Ichigo said, back still turned. Rukia softened. “Yes, but…” “No.” Ichigo’s shoulders slumped. “Face it. We don’t have a plan. If nobody does anything…..I can’t let my friend…..Somebody just has to do something. I’m her friend.”

“But so are we!” Rukia interrupted. “Heh,” Ichigo scoffed. “We haven’t all formed a group plan, so that’s when I foolishly run off and do the stupid heroic thing, isn’t it?” Rukia looked down. It was true. He was the stupid strong heroic guy everyone depends on to get saved by.

“When we were in Heuco Mundo, I met with Aizen. He said he’s personally interested in fighting me, and said he would give orihime right back if I stay alive at least a half hour….That bastard….I won’t just stay alive….I’ll kill him….” His voice had gotten louder on his last few words.

Rukia stepped forward. “He…he’s playing games with you, Ichigo…”

He said nothing.

Rukia took another step forward, then another. “You…must understand….he’s having fun….he’s still going to kill you and orihime…” She started slowly pacing forward.

“Ichigo…” Then, in a few long strides, she flung her arms around his back, embracing him from behind, despite Zangetsu being in the way.

The rain began pouring a little heavier, thunder rumbling in the distance. The street light flickered.

Although Rukia couldn’t see his face, Ichigo was shocked, eyes wide in surprise.

Tears filled Rukia’s eyes and mingled with the rainwater on the soaked white cloth that covered the huge blade, to which she was pressed against.

“Ichigo…if you die…it will be like Kai-…” She broke off. “If it happens again…you…I…I won’t feel like living anymore…”

She sobbed and held Ichigo tighter. “I...Ichigo…!”

Ichigo let that all sink in for a moment, then hung his head. “And I won’t feel like living anymore if I don’t at least try this, Rukia.”

Rukia stayed silent.

“Rukia…you had stopped my rain….but if I can’t help one of my own friends…it will start again…” He sighed. “I…understand how you feel, Rukia….if you ever died…I…” He broke off.

Rukia’s eyes opened wide in shock. He felt the same way…?

Ichigo took one of her hands that were gripping his middle. He held it tight.

“Because I know how you feel…If I save Orihime but I don’t come back…I will have saved one friend, but killed another, on the inside…so…I can’t let that happen.” His voice became stronger, more determined. “I will come back. I WILL. I can guarantee that. If I don’t, which I WILL, you shouldn’t even feel sad for me, because then I won’t be good enough for you to feel sad over.”

He gave her hand one last squeeze, then simply dropped it and began to move forward.

Rukia attempted to hold on. “Ichigo…Ichigo, no….”

He pulled her arms off him, letting his hands slide down them as he let them go, entwining his fingers with hers for one brief moment, and then pulling them apart.

“Trust me…I’ll come back…” He started a steady, determined pace. “….Rukia.”

Rukia simply stood there in the heavier pouring rain, watching him go, staring at the back of his bright orange hair one last time. She stared until he reached the end of the street and turned a corner.

Thunder clapped, with lightning flashing up the sky for an instant. This brought on a downpour, pounding the asphalt and splashing in puddles. The street light flickered again. All that could be heard was the rain and the low rumbling of thunder.

Rukia stood there, face blank. Rain poured down her hair and soaked her dress. All she could think of at the moment, for some reason, was the fact he didn’t turn to look at her, not one time. Why couldn’t he simply turn his head and make her feel a bit better by glancing into her eyes? His eyes always reassured her. Strong eyes, reflecting his determination and piercing confidence into her with their somehow sharp brown color.

Why didn’t he look at her?

But then all realization hit her like the time she had an arrancar hit her through the abdomen. It shook her, and she fell to her knees. Dark thoughts filled her mind and overwhelmed her, slowly piercing through her heart.

She fell forward onto her arms and screamed once, then started crying all her pain out to the world, slamming her fists against the pavement. Somehow all her feelings about everything bad that happened to her came out then. Thoughts came to her of Kaien, her childhood rukongai friends, being taken away from Renji and put in the Kuchiki family, Orihime, and mostly, Ichigo.

She stayed like that till the rain slowed to a drizzle and the thunder receded into the far distance. Then she went back to the shop, somehow exhausted.

Soaked to the bone and mind swimming with despair, she dragged her way in through the door and proceeded to the kitchen, then collapsed in a chair at the table.

She rested her head on the tabletop and fell asleep in a matter of minutes, moonlight beginning to find its way through dispersing clouds and into the quiet kitchen.

Rainwater dripped down from the gutters outside, splashing in a puddle outside the window. The house settled, making slight groaning sounds. A clock ticked. Peaceful sleeping noises drifted out from the guest room, slumbering friends unaware of the two empty beds in the room.

Rukia groaned, face creased in fear as her dreams once again were tainted with dark thoughts, and like the transformation from plus to hollow, peaceful dreams became fevered nightmares.

End of Part 1

Comments are appreciated~! ^^

Can someone tell me when I make my next part (which will probably be before Saturday or earlier) should I simply post it or do I have to somehow make a link for it here, or something?

HAHAHAH I know, I kinda made Rukia emo here - then started crying all her pain out to the world, - lmao so emo! XD

*and during the last part of the heuco mundo arc, well in my fic anyway, ichigo and rukia had a big boost in their relationship from…I dunno something… so yes ichigo and rukia liked each other as much as to say: I don’t wanna live if you die… so…yesh.*

Anywayz, hope ya enjoyed.

TESTING....TESTING.......

Thu, 15 Mar 2007 02:48:00 GMT

testing lj cut.....

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Wed, 14 Mar 2007 19:20:08 GMT

bored, just printed off some pics of neji and shikamaru.....ink ran out and i couldnt print off the kiba one.....yah heres my fave characters of naruto:

1: obito
2: naruto
3: kiba
4: neji
5: shikamaru

hahah look at these pics, there from some two of the chapter covers, i just spent like half an hour getting out the pictures of neji's dad (or uncle, whatever)and kiba's sis.......with ms paint. yes. with a paintbrush. like i needed so much patience. and i got none. but all i have is ms paint and hp image zone, so yah.....
inuzuka kiba<3 hyuuga neji<3

ANNNND SO THIS GREAT MIND BEGINS A JOURNAL, YOU SHALL READ MY RANTS AND OPINIONS....

Wed, 14 Mar 2007 05:07:41 GMT

hehe, sorry for the obnoxious title, dont have time for a proper introduction, i wanna go make a ichiruki fic for the ichiruki community...... be friends with the lj idiot. =3

TAH SUM IT UP:
age: 13
first name: robyn
gender: girl~
occupation: mother and businesswoman.....c'mon. im 13. im a student, DUH.
country: canada ehhhhhh
personality: deep thinker, slow, optimistic AND pessimistic 0.o and if i were in a story id be the main character! >:D yes, i guess im rather cocky too....0_0 .........................and strange.

yah ill give you my life story another time. hope to make alot of friends here. tho just to tell you i have trouble at ranting and voicing my thoughts and opinions. just cant find the right words, look, i already said im slow......XP

OH AND PLLZ SOMEONE TELL ME HOW TO DO STUFF.....? oh ill figure it out myself.